She asked if there was something, “other than the usual” that was “weighing heavily” on my mind. Nah, just job searching, paying bills, trying to lose weight, global warming. . . Same old, same old. Worrying can be a full-time job.
Then, she asked something that literally stopped me in my tracks: “What types of things are you taking time out to do that make you happy?” In other words, she was asking, “What have you done for yourself lately?” (Cue the Janet Jackson music!) It took me a while to return that text, but I finally answered: “Pretty much, nothing.”
Had I turned into one of those self-sacrificing women who takes care of everyone else but herself? Nah, that’s not my style. However, my financial situation had led me to give up a lot of things to save money. My gym membership, regular pedicures and facials, and bi-weekly trips to the hairdresser had all fallen by the wayside.
What could I do for myself that wouldn’t cost too much? I was inspired by one of Hype’s friends. She rode her bike over to Hype’s house one Saturday morning when I was there. Hmm. . . I had a bicycle in my garage that was essentially gathering dust. I was very careful not to hit it when I parked my car, but I had not ridden it since last summer. So, last week, I went out to the garage, put some air in my tires, and took a ride. I was pretty tired when I came back home, and my legs felt like spaghetti. But it was a good kind of tired. That night I even slept more peacefully.
I hit the gate and I hops on my Schwinn
And I tell the homies, “aight then”~”This D.J.,” Warren G
I’m pretty sure I won’t become like the Lance Armstrong clones I see around my neighborhood. I’m not into racing; I don’t even have that kind of bike. For now, I’m just enjoying evening rides on my Schwinn. I’m doing it for me, and that’s what matters.
So, 2 Dope Readers, what have you done for yourself lately?